Quando todos os seus sonhos se realizam, qual o sentido de dormir? Você só consegue ficar acordada pensando no passado, nos ápices de cada uma das suas conquistas, nas crises de cada um dos seus erros. O sono não vem porque o futuro é uma folha em branco em que…

Você guarda as horas do meu passado em algum lugar na confusão dos seus pensamentos. Eu não sei se é em um cofre forrado de ouro, uma caixa de vidro cheia de alarmes, ou um baú empoeirado. Eu só sei que essas horas não são mais minhas (será que algum…

I don’t want to be left alone in a room with only me in it. Because whatever is going on with my mind is not something I’m willing to face. If I look back, all I do is ask what the fuck is wrong with you? …

And it turns out you are the silent words I refuse to pronounce. Even if your name comes up on my mind, it does not leave my lips. You’re the silences in my conversations, the topic I dance around but refuse to discuss. There is no point anymore, is there? Some things are not worth talking about.

Você parece que tem tudo sobre controle. A pilha arrumadinha de livros em cima da mesa, a postura reta e atenta, a camisa branca perfeitamente passada por baixo do suéter azul. Você pintou as pálpebras em tons terrosos para iluminar os olhos por detrás das lentes dos óculos e vestiu…

It took some time to find the words. Maybe they were there all this time. Maybe I was waiting for an easy way out. Maybe I shouldn’t be writing them at all. I wanted to write about 2022 as I wrote about the previous years. But the words were locked…

I miss her. I miss her energy and her voice. She made sense to me, she was my soul mate. I could count on her. I knew she would get things done when I needed her to. She could stay up all night, dancing with a glass of wine. She…

É como se algo dentro de mim estivesse quebrado e pelas frestas minhas lágrimas escorressem sem parar

We are not friends. Not anymore. You hurt me. You didn’t care about my feelings. You had every opportunity to care. I cannot be friends with someone who doesn’t care. I like you, but the reason I reached out is for my own sake. Because I wanted to make sure that I left this in a good note. 05.08.2022 — on the road